Will semen reabsorbe if you eat it?

Hi

I have been almost in complete abstinence for over 1 year, and I quickly noticed many positive changes, especially for my mental health.

But sometimes I do ejaculate, like once every 6 months or so, as I still can`t hold the semen back through an orgasm. I have mastered it sometimes, but i need to be patient I think. Now i tend to eat it, and therefore I wonder what really happens to it. Will it break down like all other food, or will it simply reabsorb through tiny capillaries on its way to the stomach?? I`m just curious about it, while i fight to get down to zero ejaculations.